幸福的我

有些话，说出来，心里舒服多了，

即使没有解决的方法，

但心情轻松了，

看开了，

开朗了，

庆幸有你们，

我的好友，

我的兄弟，

我的姐妹，

谢谢你们，

爱你们...

:)

我的下一场恋爱，

要么不开始，

要么一辈子。。。

A look in the past...

还记得吗   窗外那被月光染亮的海洋
你还记得吗   是爱让彼此把夜点亮
为何后来我们   用沉默取代依赖
曾经朗朗星空   渐渐阴霾

心碎离开   转身回到最初荒凉里等待
为了寂寞   是否找个人填心中空白

我们变成了世上   最熟悉的陌生人

今后各自曲折   各自悲哀

只怪我们爱得那么汹涌   爱得那么深
于是 梦醒了 搁浅了 沉默了 挥手了
却回不了神
如果当初在交会时能忍住了   激动的灵魂
也许今夜我不会让自己在思念里
沉沦...


属于你我的曲。。。

虚假。。。

如果一切都不是真的，

请你不要让我踩下陷阱，

因为即使知道一切都是假的，

是不可能的，

自己还是会坠入，

而到最后潇洒的是你，

无法自拔的，

是我。。。

You & I

I knew myself that I am a moody person, that I can never control my temper as well as my words. Yet after some time when I had calmed down, this sense of guiltiness would just creep into my heart.  By then, I knew I have something to explain yet I swallowed them, as I was afraid that everything might turn even worse than before.I apologized if I ever had done something that hurts you. 

I just hope that you would know, that I actually cherish every little moment being with you, as I treasure our friendships between us. And, I hope that nothing will change after every small row or big argument between you and I. I miss you my friend... 

:'(

Time flies,

From that day that you all arrived,

Everything just passed so rapidly,

As if there are only 12 hours in a day.

I was hoping that my holiday would't arrive forever, 

Because that means that you all are going to return soon,

I am afraid, as I don't want to return to the life before you arrived,

I don't want to return to normal.

And so it arrived, so fast,

Without me knowing, 

My holiday life was even faster, especially when you all are around me,

In the train, I was actually crying in my hearts while you both are sleeping.

Looking back to our pictures,

I realised that the three of us had so little pictures together,

Now, I am regretting,

Yet, useless.

And so, our Switzerland trip has ended,

Again, so fast,

We went shopping together, 

We drove to Tours together,

You said that you want to eat that ice cream that we had in Tours,

But the whole centre ville was so empty, 

Shops were closed, people were staying at home,

And I realised it's Sunday,

Bloody Sunday！

I have no more chance to let you all taste the ice cream anymore,

Sorry, 

This is the other regret that I have now,

That night, I asked you all to don't sleep, 

But at last I saw that you both were really tired,

So you all slept, and still, I refused to sleep.

The very next morning,

I watched you both packing up,

Brushing teeth, eating breakfast, 

And I knew everything has ended,

The night before I promised myself to take a picture with you all before you all left, 

Yet the stupid me has forgotten.

The moment when I heard the starting of the car engine from my balcony broke my tears,

The car passed by my balcony, and I saw you crying too,

You waved to me and asked me to go inside, scared that I would catch a cold,

I really wanted to tell you that I don't want to be here anymore.

And now, its the 3rd day after you all left,

I am still feeling so lost, so lonely, and so empty,

I don't feel like doing anything,

I can just temporarily forget all this feeling y immersing myself into the dramas,

I felt myself completely useless...

I am crying,

At this moment, I really feel like giving up everything just to see you all again,

But, can I?

I miss you...

。。。

很多时候都猜不透你心里的想法,
很多时候都觉得是自己一厢情愿,
很多时候都很想问你,
很都时候却咬着了舌头不敢说出来。。。

我不知道你知不知道我有多重视你,
但我希望你知道。。。


没办法,自己唯有学会坚强了。。。