11th November 2010, this particular day changed my life. Although it was distance ago, time doesn't manage to sweep away those memory.
It was hard to describe that feeling, not that I have forgotten it, it was just those who experienced it will know. Haha, I remembered clearly that I phoned my best friend, ZeYing on that day, after he asked me. ZeYing is a good friend, I must say, as she gave me advice and provided me some details about this guy (which I don't know how she managed to get them.) After all, I ignored them and so, my life changed...
Frankly, I wasn't sure about my feelings during that time. I was pretty sure there wasn't any love between us, but what made me accepted him? Still, it does not matter now as I am sure I am pretty in love with this guy.
However, thing's changed which I did not realised they would. Because of love, I become unaware of how time flies. Besides sleeping, bathing, eating and schooling, basically, my hand will be holding my handphone, typing messages and waiting for his reply. Argh, I can't resist to control myself though I had tried myself not to. Is it normal?
As love comes, friendship goes. Yes, I can feel it and I know that;s my fault as now I spend most of my time with him, always neglecting all of my good friends. Is it normal?
Haiz... Maybe that's what life is. You can't lead a perfect one, right?
There's a sense of guilt now, for typing out this post. But, no matter how, there's no turning back, because I don't want to. Till now, I never regret for the decision I've made 9 month ago. 11.11.10, the date I shall remember forever...(If there really is forever) :-)
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